.046. so just hate me now
Saturday, July 19, 2008 19:30
idk. she IMed him again. saying something like "just forget about it. i'm obviously out of my mind for trying to talk to you." SHE FUCKING WANTS HIM.
i told him that. and he's like, "well if i notice those intentions i'll stonewall them immediately." i asked if he was going to tell her about me. he said he didn't know? something about how he would if it was
necessary. wtf?
i was comfortable until i found out that he isn't going to tell her about me. i trust him not to cheat on me or whatever, but idn see the point in not telling her? idfk. i am v upset right now and it's ridiculous.
and he's been fucking around with VIDEO GAMES on the computer all fucking day. i kept asking what we were going to do and he's like "oh i told you want i wanted to do." which was watch terminator. i didnt want to. HE HAS BEEN TELLING ME FOR WEEKS THAT THIS IS my WEEKEND. AND WHEN I TELL HIM WHAT I WANT TO DO, HE DOESNT WANT TO.
i'm tired of him contradicting himself today