so yeah, he showered after that stupid talk and when he came down, there was a lot of tension and he kept staring at me while he was laying on the couch. eventually i got sick of being stared at like i was being an uncontrollable bitch and i got up, grabbed the bag of pot he'd purchased for me (which may well have been why he was at Kirk's to begin with, ok - so i feel a little guilty there) and said "i'm going to go smoke this. if you wanted to come." I didn't look back or anything and blah blah. i smoked, he came back and just laid there for like ten minutes. and when he got up all the sudden he was like, not being an asshole. he was talking to me and telling me about his day and how he wants to go to Dave and Busters when we go see the new batman film and all that, then he was on the computer for a while and then he came back and was just talking to me some more. I dunno, he was all chipper (which pissed me off even more) and i've said barely anything to him since. when he went to go burn his music CD he was all "if you need ANYTHING just yell for me ok?" and ugh. so then i got up to come out here and do this and now he has come out like twice already to get something and when he leaves he kisses me like six times. he has kissed my head and my shoulder and he keeps asking for smooches. which he calls them, but i dunno; it feels weird because he was angry at me for bringing up the issue and he was saying i was wrong and it's like now he's realized i wasn't wrong and he is making efforts to fix it but he won't say he was wrong.. he's being really affectionate and it pisses me off more in the same way that it makes me feel better.

at least he heard me, i guess.

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If you are easily made uncomfortable, I would suggest leaving now.
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