wow, okay. so it's been a few days since i have updated this. the last time i updated, i was very moody and miserable. that was fixed not long after. jared left to go hang out with kirk, and like an hour and a half later he comes back and says that kirk was not actually home even though he said he was going to be all night. so jared was home all night, and cooper showed up and we ate pizza (which now that i think about it, i desperately want that pizza again). then we started drinking our wine and we only got through garden state, and barely at that. we spent the entire night giggling about stupid things - but hopefully that helped anyway. next time, no wine.

so the next day was very interesting ok. jared came home and we did not do anything for a while but we smoked up and hung out and then suddenly, sex-extravaganza ok. it was amazing and he made me finish (i mean the amazing kind of finish) three times before he did haha. and he did on accident hahahaha. anyway, one of those times he was tormenting me with foreplay and that is when i finished and I CRIED ok. i have never cried because of an orgasm that was not from all out sex ok. so ya, that was nice.

YESTERDAY was amazing too ok because we were insane. he kept pointing out that he got me off THREE times and wanted me to do something ~special for him so i did and he was amazed. like, he kept saying how great it was WHILE it was happening and he even called me baby. jared has NEVERNEVERNEVERNEVER called me baby ok. so he was OBVIOUSLY enjoying himself. THEN he had to "pay me back" haha. so THAT was nice and we had sex but it was sooo fucking hot that we were insanely sweaty and we had to take a mid-sex break so we could get drinks and ya. ok, the pillows/blankets WERE SOAKED with sweat (the blanket was under us). and there were like, pools and rivulets of sweat going down his chest haha. it was nutso.

then we took a cold shower together and apparently noah showed up while we were upstairs haha. so when jared came down (we were in the bathroom together, but not actually in the shower together because he can handle colder water than i can and he wanted it really cold) and saw that noah was sitting on the porch, he walks out and says "WE WERE HAVING LOTS OF SEX." haha. i have never heard him brag about sleeping with me before. =] i dunno, though, because i know noah had a thing for me a while ago. SPEAKING OF, as i typed that sentence, noah IMed me. haha. i didn't notice right away because i wasn't looking at the screen, and i'm just lucky i didn't want to end the paragraph because "noah had a thing for me a while ago" was typed into the IM that opened up hahaha. anyway. so i dunno, i hope noah wasn't upset or anything because he's a really nice guy and i like him a lot and i don't want to like, hurt him. so yeah.

i DO know he thinks cooper is very pretty. =] he was like, "wow, she is a LOT hotter than she was at, like, 12..." hahaha. when he was at the bbq and she stopped by, when she left he was like "oh, she said she was coming back right?" and when i said she was coming back for the wallowing night later that week he was like, "oh =[" haha. when he was here last night he was like, "you should invite her" hahaha. i already had but she was busy so i told him that and he was disappointed again haha. i dunno, i think it is really cute that he thinks she's so pretty. =]

anyway, that's all i've got for now.

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