so i decided i should make a real entry today! haha, so yeah. i'll probably go on and on about my life, but i guess that's what you get! anyway, so first things first. last night jared and i smoked up and i had some amazing sex. now, when i say amazing i mean UH-FUCKING-MAZING ok? i don't know what happens with some girls when they finish, but i hear some girls curl their toes so hard they cramp or some girls lose feeling in certain parts of their body. i don't know about any of that, i know i have muscle spasms but i think everyone does. i just know that i start sobbing uncontrollably. haha. i'm not kidding, ok. and no, it isn't funny! haha, okay, yeah it is. it's hilarious. but i do, i start sobbing and i cannot stop. haha. and usually when this happens i am on top, so jared is just lying there under me chuckling to himself about it. haha. so last night, i started sobbing and i was like OMG MAKE IT STOP haha. then he goes, well that's how i know it was good. hahaha. how many guys can say that when they make their girlfriend cry hysterically after sex they know it was because it was good sex?! i don't know the numbers, but yeah haha.

oh, and also about the finishing - it doesn't happen every time, so i don't get it. i mean, i climax almost every time but the sobbing only happens sometimes. haha, i don't know! =]

so he is also the most wonderful guy i have ever known. he can be so sweet and he frequently is with me since we got back together. =] things are really good and it's even better because i don't ever have that urge to be like "just tell him about billy" - you know? i don't know, it's really nice to have everything out in the open. anyway, that's about all i have to say about last night. =] i think i'll make a separate entry for the rest of what i kind of feel like talking about.

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